It’s up to you now, I’ve done what I can but at least I won’t walk away from this knowing that I didn’t try to fix whatever this was. Your life your choice. If you find that you want me in it than good, I’ll be a better person this time. If not that’s okay too. But I’m done having all these dreams feeling guilty for pushing you away. Because truthfully I had my reasons. And the sad part is you will probably never understand these reasons just like you never really understood me.
"I should have hurt you but i couldn’t hurt you. So i let you hurt me because I needed you"